Sunday, September 28, 2008

my heart has been hurt alot....

ohmygod.

i've been so emo. its bad. its real bad. i keep crying. over stupid things. but things i need. people i need. not want, but need. I'm legit going insane. and the stupid situation with my glasses is not helping me one bit. this stupid place where my glasses are coming in from have taken like three extra weeks then they orginially said. they first screwed up the lenses, and now they're just not in yet. i'm getting so fustraded. i can't see. i'm so blinded. i'm so hurt. my heart just aches. legit it aches. i can't stand when people are talking about love. i can't stand it when people tell me about how good their relationship with their boyfriend is going. i swear everyone's in love but me. i am so alone. no one actually sees whats going on with me. no one even cares. i've tried talking. it doesn't help. crying isn't solving any problems. i need someone. i need love. i need hugs. i need happiness. i'm so so lonely.


god i'm depressing.


in happier news, what i need is coming up.
Y.O.U Fall Rally is coming up. October 17th CAN NOT come soon enough.

i'm legit counting down the days...

19 more days. pray i can make it that much longer.
Elle.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

did you just say legit?
nice word stealing.

Anonymous said...

aww laura :( not everyone is in love! good things come to those who wait. :D

Anonymous said...

this just makes me sad.. to think your sad.. you know i love you right :)
you will always be one of my bestest friends.. even if we are not as close..

so i hope everything gets better.. and if you give it time.. i am sure it will :)

-kaileigh